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Transmute

by Phosphene

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1.
Umbra 06:27
You see me up high I said to my heart “Please be faithful.” Dead ends got me running— or am I out of time? Red light on In this onyx hole Where we all will fall This time I’m signing off I will ask one last goodbye The weight of smoke inside You won’t find me awake I won’t be myself again Never be myself again I won’t be myself again And I don’t ever bleed Anything but blue And I don’t ever No, I don’t bleed anything But blue You sent me to fight I severed my heart No grace here Dead men I see running— Am I next in line? Head sewn on In this onyx soul Where we all will fall Today I’m mauling all On a land of naked crime This heavy flag won’t rise It made no martyr shake I won’t be myself again Never be myself again I won’t be myself again And I don’t ever bleed Anything but blue And I don’t ever No, I don’t bleed anything But blue All my life, I waited for something Waged for nothing An endless umbra All my life, I continue to brace for it Never forget it A haunted number All my life, I wanted something Never forget it Never said it Years go on and on I can’t see my future Years go on and on Inside, I am fading out
2.
Black Sheep 03:41
Another black sheep Someone for you to mourn at night I could feel your bite Draining once more Another wound I’m lickin’ Every summer that dog bit I was a waste, (another gray) It was a cage to keep me lean It couldn’t slake Another black sheep Someone for you to hide inside Now I got no fight It came to the door And in its jaw I’m taken Every summer that dog crept It made its way back in my seams it found new ways to make me bleed Never wanted more than what you sold me Fed me all the lore until it spread Laying on the floor, I felt it hold me Never had control of this old friend You know I’m on your side Don’t make this a big fight And in its jaw I’m taken Every summer that I spent It thought of ways to never leave It was a cage to keep me lean It couldn’t slake
3.
Levitation 03:57
When you sit right And watch me go Levitation It’s just a rush in my heart Once bitter, that feeling What’s better than peeling back? Back then, I sought to Sit out among the pain When in doubt You cast away my blue Keep your head right And watch me flow Sublimation It’s like I’m falling apart Once bitter, that feeling What’s better than peeling back? Back then, I sought to Sit out among the pain When in doubt You cast away my blue
4.
Jigsaw 03:08
I’m living all alone In bed, under feathers Locked at home I can’t disguise the woe I read your letters from years ago I don’t care if it doesn’t make sense now I’m still missing that jigsaw Two weeks is forever in this town Are you buried in Hart now? Your family couldn’t go You fled, under weather With the crows The streets are bare and cold My eyes, ever tethered Gaze below And still we wait here for A break of jasmine, a break of gold I don’t care if it doesn’t make sense now I’m still missing that jigsaw Two weeks is forever in this town Are you buried in Hart now? I was hiding in my car Haunted from a ghost afar Left the lights off, mouth ajar I don’t care if it doesn’t make sense now I’m still missing that jigsaw Two weeks is forever in this town Are you buried in Hart now?
5.
Wisp 05:39
You can tell everyone else That I’m doing fine When I’m chained in brine You cast spells everywhere Run away in the night Left me waiting under the vine Last time I saw you I was barely a pattern I’ll watch you go Ruin someone else’s life Cutting right through That carrion bloom Oscillating, in isolation You can go anywhere Blindly passing through Bright in bloom again You can wear anyone Find you slashing through When the moon is red Last time I saw you I was barely a pattern I’ll watch you go Ruin someone else’s life Cutting right through That trapdoor trigger Oscillating, in isolation You’re falling through The cracks in time
6.
Transmute 04:21
Six foot seven mirror weight There is no one better That is all you will seek It’s your one true lever I know no way out It’s all tethered I hope to be spared From your divine hammer You, always spying through Jaded eye, naked eye Even liars can forget All the fables said Every angle bent Six foot seven mirror weight A known pleasure Everything you say is true Til the day you’re caught I know no way out There’s no taming the shrew Won’t you sulk right there In bruised weather You, always spying through Jaded eye, naked eye Wealthy choirs couldn’t fetch Tone that wasn’t deaf No matter how they wept Why did you pretend? We would be alright Everything’s a mess We’ll never figure it out
7.
Play right and you’ll fly like a kite Jade eggs plug the holes in your life Do they suffice? Up late, dazed and back in the maze Search for someone else to amaze On my device I will carry on to the stars Do you feel mesmerized? Do you fear it? Is it searing inside? The heat from the glow Can you still recognize? Are you reeling? Will it ever subside? Dread of the unknown Can you hear it? Black dance, now in new white hands Zoomers buy the latest trance Is this paradise? Q’s takes, prophecy that’s late Deepfake with Obama’s face Will they ever think twice? I will carry on to the stars In love with another time Where I hadn’t lost my mind My last good high Just sigh, these days will carry by Soon you’ll be the next in line
8.
Wandering 05:09
You said you were wondering And I can’t replay Something that once struck fear Something crystal clear You said you were slumbering And me, I just woke up You said you were wandering And me, I just found out Say you won’t come back It’s you that makes this place Home again Say you won’t I’ll never love again Once again Dress on up in black I’ll bring you a parade Here again Don’t resuscitate I’ll never, I’ll never Love again You said I was posturing And I can’t repay This debt that brought me here I need you my dear As if I was pondering It’s true, I won’t wake up Will you keep me company Before we both black out Say you won’t come back It’s you that makes this place Home again Say you won’t I’ll never love again Once again Dress on up in black I’ll bring you a parade Here again Don’t resuscitate I’ll never, I’ll never Love again I'm aching, Dwelled on all the days that I Made you laugh at me, I wrote Don't wake me, tell them all the ways that I Faded back into

about

The walls close in on Phosphene’s third full-length album, Transmute.

Narrowing, however, isn’t always a negative. The Portland, Oregon, duo of Rachel Frankel and Matt Hemmerich wrote and recorded much of the record during various stages of the COVID-19 pandemic, when both worked and practiced from home. On one hand, their thoughts naturally drifted toward larger current events and existential anxieties. On the other, small spaces were often the coziest. Increased proximity allowed Phosphene to expand their own creative boundaries. They experimented with synths and digital string arrangements for the first time, adding a layer of warmth to their propulsive rock songs. Within the weighty subject matter, Phosphene pushed toward empathy—a transmutation of pain into human connection.

Frankel and Hemmerich reunited with close friend, engineer, and producer Greg Francis, who also engineered the band’s second full-length album, Lotus Eaters, to record Transmute at Brothers (Chinese) Recording studio in Oakland, California, last September.

“The making of this record together was—surprisingly—our most enjoyable to date,” Hemmerich said of finishing an album in a pandemic. “It allowed us to sit down and write new material, but also sift through the archives.” The result—a mix of new songs and tracks from among scores of demos and voice memos in the Phosphene vault—is the duo’s most adventurous work to date. Lead single, and second track, “Black Sheep” examines a life where depression is ever-present, like a dog trailing at your feet. “Laying on the floor, I felt it hold me/Never had control of this old friend,” Frankel sings as the drums cut out for an instant and her guitar rumbles underneath. Hemmerich took inspiration from artist Kaye Blegvad, whose “Dog Years” comic felt like an apt metaphor for his own mental health. “I had to learn to empower myself through self-love and excavation while understanding that depression is something I must manage,” he said.

Phosphene shifts their perspective outward as the album continues, moving from the personal on “Black Sheep” to the collective on fourth track “Jigsaw.” Digital string arrangements from collaborator Ryan Huff flow beneath arpeggiated guitar, giving more room for Frankel’s vocals to oscillate between doubt and determination. The band wrote the song at the height of pandemic isolation, as they ruminated on stories of loss and distance exacerbated by COVID-19. The mood takes a humorous turn on “Everyone is Gone,” as Phosphene details the tentacles of disinformation and cultural appropriation that have worked their way into every societal corner. Jade Eggs a la Gwyneth Paltrow, deepfakes of Barack Obama, and QAnon conspiracies all zoom past while Hemmerich keeps a beat just right for dancing. The critique takes a twist at the end, when the band expresses nostalgia for simpler times—if they ever even existed. “In love with another time/Where I hadn’t lost my mind/My last good high,” Frankel sings.

Transmute isn’t afraid to delve into the murkier parts of human existence, but Phosphene doesn’t want listeners to sink to the bottom. “It was essential that we could dive into the pain and grief of topics addressed on the album, while being able to come up for air,” Hemmerich said. Album closer “Wandering” offers a final breath, telling the story of a person who falls for someone they cross paths with on their way to the afterlife. “Will you keep me company/before we both black out,” Frankel asks, her voice soaring as if she’s ascending into the heavens. Clarity is elusive, but humanity will always have the final word. 

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released September 15, 2023

Made at Brothers (Chinese) Recording / Oakland, CA

Recorded + Mixed by Greg Francis
Produced by Greg Francis and Phosphene
Mastered by Joe Lambert

All songs written by Rachel Frankel and Matt Hemmerich
Additional production by Greg Francis
Digital string arrangements by Ryan Huff

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A shoegazey, indie pop band residing in Portland, OR. Our new album, Transmute, is out now!

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